Jan 10, 2010

Class X exams - Schooling in India - an experience or a certificate

Class X exams - Schooling in India - an experience or a certificate

"Specificity destorys Harmony" said a Chinese Sage. 

This piece considers the much talked of attempt to do away with "pass - fail" in CBSE schools. Probably nowhere is this truer than in our assessments of each other. Fallible as we are, our assessments of each other are incomplete, poor and inadequate. We are prone to see what we wish to see and tie these perceptions to facts whcih we notice. 

Probably no where is Specificity destrutive of Harmony than in the handing down of marks to young citizens called students in school - yes handing down, make no mistake, from lofty heights by human beings who are as fallible as you and I. A small story illustrates this point extremely well.

A hard working villager found a new master. He was a qucik worker and did all jobs with astonishing speed. He could chop wood, dig pits for planting trees reapir the fencing, carry huge sacks and stack them. The master was pleased at having found such a worker. One day a few sacks of potatoes from the field were given to the worker. He was instructed to sort them, separating the good ones from the bad. He was sure that this would be an easy job for his capable worker. In the evening he found the worker still just halfway through the sack. On seeing the landowner he folded his hands and said, "Sir, give me as much manual work as you wish to. I will be happy to do it. But please do not give me this job of deciding which potato is good and which bad. This work has been very stressful for me. Any work but this!" 

If it is so difficult to see the inside of a potato, how much more difficult to see inside a human being!                

Schools offer experience and opportunities. We need to know what this endeavour means. We try to know what students have learnt to find out if the teaching has been effective. And if it has not, then we fail children in school! If the child's circumstances are such that he or she cannot study well at home, then we fail the child! We regiment the children with uniforms and are sure that this will make them feel better and do better! How are we sure that this is the right thing to do? We are sure because this what we were handed down and this is what we accept. 

Our memories are short and dont go before 3 generations, certainly not 150 years. It is almost as if that time did not exist. We dont remember for a moment that early schools in all parts of the world did not have pass or fail. People learnt and then went on to use whatever they had learnt in their lives. The church schools, the pathashaalas, the madarassas and gurukulas were all like this. And every studio and artisan's workshop. And suddenly, the magic hand of industrial revolution, drove most of these into oblivion to be replaced by the 'graded, school, the 'uniformed' school, the 'pass - fail" school, the "specific" school - the 'factory' school.

The age wise segregated classroom is a creation of very poor imagination. Nowhere in the world do we find living things of the same age clustered together naturally, except for the brief moments - like when turtle hatchlings head for the ocean. Human society has managed this accomplishment - to convince all thinking human beings that this is the ONE right way to educate children. We do this knowing that never again, after school, will people of the same age cluster, except at brief reunions. We have to accept that the school, as we know it, is a flawed design, however nostalgic we feel. In fact the present structure survives on nostagia and has defied any attempt at reordering.

Learning is a magical thing, a potent and mysterious happening. Blaming, particularly the young, punishing them for not learning what we wish to teach them is such a limited action. Saying "pass or fail" is bad enough. Tearing a student away from the social fabric of the classroom is an even worse act of aggression. If we accept the mystery that is man, the magic that is learning and that the future is something we dont know, we must reconsider the choices we have made as a nation, as a diverse group of 1 billion, as humanity.

Life is an examination, a test of one's understanding, skill and inner fibre. Each situation we  challenges us with an inner conversation.  We each have a watchful eye, our own eye, observing the responses we bring forth. Our watchful eye knows where we made an error of judgement, where we were not alert and where we were full of fear ... Each situation educates us. This was called swadhayaya. 

The school and its processes subsumes swadhayaya, the teaching of the self by the self, and hands this authority outside. The authority outside can instruct, can create oportunity and design experiences but cannot ensure learning. The authority outside can punish and castigate but not ensure a well learnt lesson.

It is wih this background we must consider the much talked of attempt to do away with "pass - fail" in CBSE schools. Society and human beings move in strange ways. One of the best ways to move and change is to recognize that a system is not working because it does not pass the standards we wish to see. Today in search for social and institutional mechanisms that do justice to all, not most or majority, we need to discontinue some handed down practices or to modify them. Further, the restraining of one approach creates room for other approaches to express themselves. 

If the exam as a fearful threshold sheds its terrifying mask, then students may breathe easy. On the other hand they may also feel a bit disoriented, as will their parents. This uncertainty, or break in procedure, is sure to raise anxieties about college admissions and higher education, and also foster conversations about meaning and purpose of school education. 

School Education has begun the slow and definite redefinition towards 'schooling an experience', for each student by right, containing within it a choiceless dignity at entry and exit and during schooling, for each and every student. It is important that the process of schooling empowers and does not disempower, invalidate a single student. The present conversation about school exams is underscoring the fact that a large number of children experience disempowerment through schooling, particularly through examination assessment.

Is this the only solution? Are there not ways of improving our examinations? Do we have to abandon them altogether? Will we be able to distinguish between students who are capable and those who do not? The answer to these questions, at the moment seems to be -- 

"There are surely better ways of conducting an examination. However, for a nation such as ours with 1 billion people and the diversity that is seen in only one other nation, with a bursting population of youth, the last thing we can afford is rampant in validation of our youth. It is important to leave each student with his or her dignity intact. Since we have entered the zone of lifelong learning, the value of the 10 standard examination, in fact all examinations, has definitely diminished. The daily life of any worker will test what learning the worker has, more important, how open is the worker to new learning."

Looking back on this situation from 10 years hence, I'm sure we will think it's commendable that our nation could even conceive of such a far-reaching step. It is also true that no real change happens without some discomfort and realignment in our thinking.


Aug 2009

Game of life India Edition 2009

Aug 21, 2009

decisions have a short shelf life...
only till the next review.

prizes have a small life...
overshadowed by the next winner,
there is always one

process has long shelf life...
sustained by sense of fairness,
distilled wisdom and egality...

Jul 30, 2009

Leadership

Is leadership to lead?
Does it mean leading another person or a group of people? Does leadership involve follower-ship?
One person leads as he / she has the best ideas. The rest are less than...

And since there are few original ideas, are we all followers?

Leadership used to mean leading people, movements, organizations... does it still mean the same?

Jun 21, 2009

We were given infinity and eternity...

A friend wrote..."When the senior managers I was working with hit Delhi airport many of them said, " Bloody civilization" ! A sad commentry on what we have made of our society."

We were given infinity and eternity
we reduced it to centimetres and seconds
Most of us scrambled to get our piece of action
before we passed on
Some of us fretted about what we leave behind
for our children and grandchildren
A few of us sought oases to taste the earth
as she was made
Fewer still mulled
... the creation of oases...

May 28, 2009

All we have to do...

All we have to do, is live

from moment to moment...
from moment to moment..
moment to moment to moment...

and ...
try to find out, if at all
if at all,
it makes any difference what we do...

the guttural rumbles... from the civilizational chest
like food refusing to digest in the belly of a hearty eater,
seems to say,
it matters what you do, it matters what you do,

and a sleepy squeak, utters
in perfect harmony ...

it matter little, it matters not, what you do..
it matters not, what you do..

Not surprising so...
we wonder.. where do I go
where should I be going?

Occasionally we meet someone who asks
find out, if you can, find out if dare..
find out if you will, and if you care..

Is there a way of living...
AN intelligent way to wend our way

Is not the step ahead the only one in your hand?
Is not the that which is going to take you wherever it takes you?
Do you know how to take this one?
Are you quaking and shivering?
carrying fears of mistakes, problems and uncorrectable errors?

First we go for the necessities.
Then for the quality enhancers
then the value adders
Soon it is the luxuries
the relentless progression...

But soon we find
the end of many things

What does one expect?
travel far and wide?
riding the crests of many waves,
with the wind in our hair,

And, nary a tumble,

Does one wish never to catch,
the leering gaze of those who have fallen and did not rise?
Or fear letting oneself down, and our people?
Man and woman, woman and man,
do we wish at all to walk?

Or sit by the wayside,
moping and lamenting,
the cards dealt?
our resources a small lifeless heap?

If there is one certainty in life,
it is that we will go.
sooner or later,
we will go! all of us go.

In the meantime... All we have to do, is live

from moment to moment...
from moment to moment..
moment to moment to moment...

and ...
try to find out, if at all
if at all,
it makes any difference what we do...

May 26, 2009

random thoughts

Easy to blame
Easy to feel blamed
Easy to find fault
To find things wanting
Tough to celebrate
To enjoy the small things
When we do we wait
We wait for the moment to pass

To be anxious is natural and the base state
Celebrations must only be short!
Can't be long and continuing,
That is reserved for pain!
How can it be possible?
But how?
For one to celebrate the touch of the sun?
Or the morsel we chew and eat when hungry.
The blessing of people who care and the unconscious smile of a child...
How can I celebrate each moment,
Surely this is not meant to last!
How can I say, "no complaints,
None whatsoever..."
Feels bit like death!